Curtailing Shadows

I fail in all those tests Which have ever come to me. My grades ain't from golden chests, It's just the darkness and me. For I never knew the answers To the simplest of questions. Now I see those dancers Dancing on my failed destinations. They say that this is not the end But they also say that it's all my fault. The haunting sympathy that they lend Has made my life come to a hault. (But I know–) Someday, I will too grace the colours When the sun'd teach me all the morals.                                                        ~Taekita369

The fear of falling, Oh! I am falling! Save me! The pain of breaking, Oh! Please don't leave me! The fear of being left alone, Oh! Take me with you! The pain of being all alone, Oh! Please let it not be true! The fear of dying, Oh! I don't want to say bye! The pain of suffering, Oh! Please do not let me die! But look closely my friend! This is still not the end! It is just the fear of pain And the pain of fear, So, forget your every pain My most beloved dear!                                                        ~Taekita369

I have seen my hopes shattering, I have seen my friends flattering, I have seen my dreams dying, I have seen my fears flying, But still- I want to see myself diving free, And I know that it's all upon me.                                                        ~Taekita369

Neither I am strong enough to curse, Nor I am soft enough to bless, Neither I am hard enough to mess, Nor I am kind enough to nurse. Neither I am strong enough to forget, Nor I am soft enough to forgive, Neither I am hard enough to live, Nor I am kind enough to let...                                                        ~Taekita369

The dark night has finally lost the fight! So the birds are now singing again, The sun is shining bright and bright, And the souls're smiling at their regain Of everything and that magical light And as they see the darkness leaving in pain...                                                        ~Taekita369

The air is now getting cold, The birds are going to sleep, The stars are becoming bold, And the souls are about to weep As the light is loosing its hold, And so the darkness is ready to leap...                                                        ~Taekita369

I stuck at every maths question, I stumble at every step I take, I am in need of a magic potion which can turn my tear into a snowflake. Physics was never meant for me for I never experienced a force, Pain, anger, hurt- live freely inside me, Everything that my soul silently bores. My life is devoid of chemistry for my heart never reacts, Confusion is the key to this mystery, And the lies are all those true facts. I learnt that science has become a mess for me or maybe the universe has set me free from its eternal truth but I guess, The magic too doesn't work for me.                                                        ~Taekita369

I am walking on a mysterious road, Where with your every step, The world behind falls into a code You can never decode-Oh! A misstep! I was flowing with the flow of time, When the road diverged into two, My most beautiful poems stopped to rhyme, Oh! Either paths've so much to suffer through. You might think it's a wonderful magic, For everything is arranged in a stack, But let me tell me you the tragic– You can never stop or ever look back! The road is now a two-cleft: To the left, where nothing's right And to the right, where nothing's left. So tell me, where should I take my flight?                                                        ~Taekita369

I want to be lost in the lights, Far away from these fights, My days get conquered by dark nights, As I try to reach the greatest heights. I want to fall in the line of sight, And so I work hard with my every might, But something still doesn't feel right, Oh! My love stands against me for a fight. I bleed every day and die every night, So many people around me but none to hold tight, I am in a situation where nothing feels right, But still, I am searching for the light...                                                        ~Taekita369

The waves travel so long Just to meet the sandy shores; Along its way, sings an exuberant song. A strange magic it bores! The shores await it for eternity; When the curls curl around the sands It brings a unique serenity. A love that no one else understands! The waves never let its love wither away As it never leaves the sands alone, For its arrival'd never made the slightest delay. A strong passion that is still unknown! Each time they collide, they only scream "All Yours!", Their collision, for every lively soul, brings amenity And the waves still travel long to meet the shores, And so the shores still await the waves for eternity!                                                            ~Taekita369

"You could have done better", (But I really did try my best.) I give them another hopeful letter, But my answers get worse in the next test. "I didn't expect this from you", (Neither have I ever expected this), All my excuses aren't completely true But –my old results– I badly miss! "You have made my hopes shatter", (But I couldn't even save my own hopes.) These grades, somehow, does matter– I learnt as I keep slipping down the slopes. (But I know-) Somewhere, the sun is waiting to rise And once again, I am going to be wise.                                                            ~Taekita369

Messed-up talks, Then late night walks, Preety matching socks, And a music that rocks (Only you!) Sweet evening treats, Then dirty tangled sheets, Long drives along the streets, A fair lady that secretly greets (Only you!) Long forgotten promises, Then fake goodbye kisses, With empty words and wishes, You broke my heart into pieces, (Only you!) You got the fame In my favourite game, And you're the one to blame For the prize you'll claim. (Only you!)                                                            ~Taekita369